UGH

ugh. ugh ugh ugh. UGH UGH UGH UGHUGHUGHGUGHUGH UGH!!!! What has gone wrong with this world?
Why was everything so seemingly perfect, and then...BAM.

So, laying it all on the table, something I have been having trouble with lately. I am worried.
Scary worried.
I have no idea what to do.
My friends are hurting or I can see the hurt coming.
What can I do?
What can I do?
I want to help them so much, but I have no idea where to start.

Cutting. I hate that word. It has affected so many of my friends, and not in a good way. No, that would be lying. It hasnt affected them, it has been their means of escape.

I hate to see them hurting and not know how to help.
I think I will be a psychiatrist. Being able to help other people. That is where I belong.

But, how can I help them when I am so messed up myself?