Why should I care anymore? After all, I am just one more. One more glance, one more tease, one more smile thrown out at anyone who wants to see. I stand here, and I'll be damned if I am not hoping again. What gives? I certainly have not seen anything different in you than your usual manner. No one has said anything, quite the opposite in fact.
I see you with her, and it breaks my heart. But still the insatiable hope is trying to rise again. I am tired of this hot and cold fiasco. You are not even aware that you are doing it. I am pretty sure I know what that means. Dammit, I am such a fool. Over and Over and Over again. Every day of my life.
The answer is yes.
I miss you when you are gone.
My thoughts wander to you on the verge of sleep.
I do not know where I am going when I am around you.
Is that what you wanted? I am sorry I could not give it to you sooner. The worst part is you will never see this. Will never put the pieces together. Will never know.....
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