Just so you know,

I was madly and completely in love with you. From the first moment I looked up. Even in that dark, sick hell hole I was in for so long. Every time you were uncomfortable when Abby asked if we were dating, it made me crazy. I sound insane. I sound stupid. I know it. I know. But, I need to say this. Because now I'm confused. Just ask someone out, for Chrissake. Just let me know. Because I am so confused. So confused. And, dear, because I think you might just like it when I call you that, I am afraid. Because your friendship means more than the heart you have no idea you are breaking.